Today, I have been feeling very anxious and my decision to make a doctor’s appointment tomorrow really feels like a good one.
I’ve been feeling copious amounts of emotions that I haven’t been feeling for a very long time. Some of them very bad. It might be purely that all of my hormones are out of wack, with the return of my period but I want to make sure that I keep myself safe.
I don’t want to return to the days of hiding self-harm scars and disassociating so badly that I use days of memory at a time.
Anyway, this is how I have been feeling over the past couple of days. All the pressure to finally make something of myself and prove to everyone that all their time, care and money hasn’t been wasted.